It's over!

Me: can i ask you a question?! you dont wanna talk with me anymore'?! if not i dont talk with you, really i dont wanna invade your space!!! i never wanted
Her: hey
i have really no time
thats the only reason
Me: now or ever?!
i dont know..
Her: ever & now
Me: ok
Her: i´m sorry
Me: no problem
Her: i don´t belongs to you
really not
Me: i know that
Her: i told you, that i´ll have no time this year ;)

It was here, in this conversation - It's Over!!
I know, i know that not possible build a relationship with 2000 miles away, i know that!!! (Shit)

Who told that's great falling in love with someone!? No it's not, always end up by hurting because of love! Of course you live great moments with love but when it's over it's very painful :(
Maybe it was the best thing that she did, told me like that "EVER & NOW" but it's so hard and heavy to hear... Someone broke my heart!! Probably it's better like that but it hurts..

So here is the end of the tragic story of Romeo and JULIEte =/





In this lesson i really learn: "The loves of summer buried in the sand" - it's better..
So i need to forget her more fast as possible!! I will try start today in this process :)

Saudade!!

I miss her! I miss her so much :(
I know that we dont sayed every words that we wanted to say! But it's so difficult living in this agony, I don't wanna live in this hard time!
I wanna tell her these simple words "I miss you" and I can't because I'm afraid to talk about my feelings.. And I think that she has afraid too.


Maybe I don't know how I should react to my feelings... Don't like very much show to the other person what I really feel... I need change that!! =/








I still can go to the end of the world only to be with you one more time!!

Ich hab dich lieb*

Ridículo!!

Hoje ligaram-me a perguntar o que eu tinha pendurado na varanda de minha casa, porque todos os vizinhos do bairro andavam a comentar...
Fiquei estupefacta com tanta homofobia!! Mas será que as pessoas não tem com que se preocupar nas suas próprias (e insignificantes) vidas?!
Já não sou livre de me poder casar com uma pessoa que eu ame, a menos que seja do sexo oposto, ou seja, não tenho liberdade para amar quem eu quiser, não tenho liberdade para dar sangue e poder salvar uma vida, e agora também que querem tirar a minha liberdade dentro da minha própria casa?!
Será que vivemos numa ditadura ou é apenas um país atrasado?!